My life as a Lesbian.

Have you ever wondered about why people are gay?

If people are just born that way or if they make themselves that way?

I was born this way.  

Everything all started when I was about five. I did not exactly know I was like this then of course, I just knew I was different somehow. Never did I obsess over boys like “Justin Bieber” or any other of those “cutie boys” other girls are maniacs about. I did not even have any interest in boys up until the age of thirteen, girls always had my interest. At that age of thirteen a real bad thing had happened to me… Now, I am not going to go in to details about the events but I can tell you that it changed my life. 

After all I had went through, I started to get confused on whether I should be with boys because everyone else around me was. This lead to me giving guys a try. A few years after I began seeing guys I started to experiment with girls. 

I felt different with girls, more important, it was more exciting, girls gave me butterflies. There was something about girls that guys did not compare to. 

I continued seeing both males and females (not at the same time of course!). Finally, I came to realize I was meant to be with girls all along. Before I had reached that decision in life, I had gotten pregnant with my son. At seventeen I had mThere was something about girls that guys did not compare to. 

After having two kids within two years, I had reached the time to finally come completely out of the closet.

When I did my family was accepting even though they thought it was just a faze, I proved them wrong about that. 

Overall, I would not change the way I am, even if I could!

What A Good Day Today Has Been

For some reason today seemed so long, like abnormally long... But I have to say, it was okay to seem so long. 

We had woke up to a text from my neighbor asking for a ride to the store. We got the kids all ready and we all stuffed in to the Buick. Long story short we ran some errands and then came home.

 Ami has been continuously nagging me about buying her this Fisher Price Soothing Motions Glider from someone online.

 

I got a hold of the lady and had her bring it to the house and Ami & Mae Mae of course are in love with it. While Mae Mae (aka Ranezimae, aka Nezi) is taking a "glide" in her new ride, we get the kids all bundled up. 

It has snowed her quite a bit in the past two days and we have about 4-5 inches of snow at this point. 

We figured it was a great time to take the kids out to play in the snow, and we did. I forgot how fun it is just walking around in the snow, feeling the cold hit your cheeks... Just watching Arie & Xave smiling and having a blast in the white blanket of winter was breath taking. All I could think about was how happy I am in this point of my life and how amazing it really is to be a mother. I just wanted to stay out there all night long. 

Of course with the babies being, well, you know, babies we weren't able to stay out there for more than twenty minutes. So we had to come inside and warm up.

I wanted to treat them to something they have never had before...

Hot Chocolate!

In this case however (we were out of hot chocolate) Ovaltine Hot Chocolate!

They loved it!

Xavier even had two glasses.

I just thought that was a nice touch to end the fun for the night and send the kids to a warm bath and put them to bed.

I do have to say it was a very good day!

My Obsession

 

So I have this huge obsession, and when i say huge... I mean huge! This obsession is worst than I have ever had before in my times of obsessing over things. This obsession is for Southern Comfort Vanilla Spice Eggnog. This stuff is absolutely delicious! It is to die for, like seriously. It is honestly that good! When I'm saying Southern Comfort I am talking non-alcoholic, I am not one to drink. I'm sure if you like to drink adding the actual Southern Comfort alcohol into the eggnog might be just as good but it isn't for me. I am just talking about the plain old amazing eggnog itself. 

I started this obsession last year around Christmas time, I went to a cookie bake and someone had brought the eggnog and I gave it a try. Ever since that cookie bake I have been in love! I used to think "ew! who would drink that stuff, I mean really it says EGG in the name of it, it couldn't be good!", but ever since I tried it my whole outlook on eggnog is so different. Honestly I think i was always just way to scared to try the stuff. I wish I would have tried it before now but this obsession is getting way out of control. 

It costs $3 for a quart of the eggnog, buying a quart everyday gets very expensive. 

It is well worth the money spent though.

Twitter

I have never really understood why people use Twitter. 

Actually I have really never understood why Twitter was made until recently. 

I still do not completely understand the reason of the making of Twitter but I am definitely starting to love using it. 

Since I started my Twitter account, I am finding new uses for Tweeting. 

I like to Tweet about the shows I watch, about my kids, about my girlfriend, even conversations me and my girlfriend have gives me things to Tweet about. 

I still wonder sometimes why people use Twitter so much even though I am constantly on it as well now. 

I do want to know why other people use Twitter... If you have an answer for me, feel free to Tweet it to me...

@UsFiveJacklyn

https://twitter.com/UsFiveJacklyn

 

A Reason To Live For...

(Arie, Me, Xave, Ami, Mae Mae)

 

A Reason To Live For...

...Is what keep repeating in my head as I look at this picture. Everyday is a reason for me to live for, for many reasons actually. One of the biggest reasons is my babies. Three kids under the age of 2 can be rough at time but it is always worth it. The second biggest reason is my girlfriend. We have our days here and there but in the end she is still the love of my life. God, he plays a big part in my life and is definitely a reason for me and my family to live for. Without him to look up to everyday I think at this point I would be lost. Whenever I am having troubles in my day all I have to do is pray and take a deep breath and things start to unfold before my eyes.

My Ami :)

The love of my life <3

Ami is the reason I survive day to day... She is my woman, my girl, my wife to be. I absolutely adore this chick! She is the closest friend anyone could have and I'm so glad I have her. I love being able to see her beautiful smile with those amazing dimples everyday. It is a blessing to have a baby momma this great to help me with our the kids. I don't give two craps what anyone says or how anyone feels about us because nothing could ever separate us, we are imperceptible. We are in love.

Why Us Five?

Well, I want to start off by telling everyone about me. My name is Jacklyn. I am the mother of three young children, so is my fiance Ami. We are going on two years now and counting. It all started when i was pregnant with my second child, we starting talking and wah-la we were together before we new it. I had my son Xavier Jayce on November 23rd, 2011 before I had met Ami. We had our first daughter Arianna Nicole-Eleanor on October 9th, 2012 and from then we moved in with each other. October 4th, 2013 we had our second daughter Ranezimae Richelle-Lee. Our life has been very difficult but definitely amazing. There for we are Us Five :)